Arseholes on tubes....

Why are people sooo rude on tubes!

Just now some arsehole of a bloke pushed me out of the way to ensure he got the seat at the end of the row! Well now he has the priority seat hope he is going to give it up when needed - doubt it! Ohhhh hang on here comes someone who wants and NO he doesn't and yes I gave up my seat next to him and have made a lovely snide comment - ohh I do feel better! He was/is such a prat!

Ok that's it just a quick real time update as THE PRAT was winding me up! Hope he has the day from hell lol

Busy busy busy....

Well it has been a busy busy busy week!


Got the job that I went for and so I am trying to do two jobs until a handover is sorted out! I am sooo busy on my existing job - 12 hours at work without the travel is not a good position to be in! At least I will be getting a work bb as I can not continue using the purple princess for work lol. Will be a 2 bb person as the work bb is locked down and I can't use it for personal stuff. On the up side at least I can do my emails on the way to work!

SP is wanting dirty sex with me! How do I feel? - not sure have been fascinated by it but am scared. Not worried about the swallowing when he comes in my mouth more worried about the anal sex - intrigued by it but frightened that is gonna screw my arse up as he is not small! He also wants a 3some - he has never done it so we would be both in the same boat but as I have body issues scared he would just fuck the other person and then leave me. I am convinced he is shagging someone else as well but I knew it wasn't a relationship just sex but now I am feeling more vulnerable. Don't know what to do - don't want to end it but sense he might as it has been 7 months and he does get bored so time for it to be over in his eyes. Will have to see what happens next Monday when we meet.


Suppose to have a few days off at the end of the week but I will end up coming into the office as projects are trying to shoehorn in! At least I am out for a couple of nights as it is Paddy's Day - I have become Irish for a few days lol.


Is life on the up? Not sure as work is going to be tough and I will need to fit SP in and that might just break the non-relationship!


So no sleep for me - until the foreseeable future!

Quick update..........

Interview - got the job start Monday! Been so busy that haven't had time to thing about it. Need tio order the ork Blackberry now!

SP - Loved the dirty sex with me (so did I)! Think he is going to be dragging out my dark and dirty side, can not wait!

That's it - said was gonna be a quick update

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Dear diary....

I have just realised I haven't posted for nearly 2 weeks!

What have I been upto.....

Sharon - made up with her after the interview! Had PMS and was stressing over interview but she was being a wally over the photos! Still haven't put them up because of her.....
Interview - was ok but who knows! Spoke more sold myself I think - said the piece at the end. Other person gets interviewed today so hopefully will know by Friday. Have found out that senior manager is preggers so she either knew she was when she took the job or she had a really good celebration when she got the job ;o)

Love Never Dies - saw it on Friday while it was still in preview! I enjoyed it and I haven't seen Phantom of the Opera! None of the songs are really memorable but the guy playing Phantom was brilliant - very charismatic and he has played Phantom in the Phantom of the Opera. Christine was ok had one brilliant song the title song and her costumes were gorgeous. Technically the show is amazing - the projection and circus simulation! Also the coach and horse were stunning can now understand why they had to cancel our original tickets as they weren't ready technically as the wizardry had to work to make the show visually stunning. Adela got on my nerves a bit as she was late! Also she tried to say couldn't book table for dinner when could! Had a lovely Thai meal instead which I preferred!

Teeth - seriously worried about my teeth! My gums have receded soooo badly I am very scared all my teeth are going to fall out! Have now got an electric toothbrush and have started using Cordosyl in an attempt to slow it down! I even drink through a straw now and eat soft things in small bites! Its mine own fault of being scared of the dentist and not going for 20 years - lol

SP - finally my dalliance! He has been really cool and great with me! Met him Sunday and Monday! Sex with him is fantastic but I need to watch my teeth when blowing him because the broken one keeps catching him and he is gonna get pissed off with me! He has found that if he uses the vibrator or my toy as he calls it while I blow him that sex is so much better after. He does like it rough though have found that he is getting rougher and rougher with me! When he uses the toy on me he is rough and on Monday he hit my G and then just drove me insane by keeping it on there and only eased off me once I sucked him! He does like the domination over me and I am not gonna complain because I do like someone else taking charge in sex! We won't be able to meet for a couple of weeks as both busy.

Ok I think that's all that has happened in the last 10 days that is worth writing about!

So dear diary will write again soon!

Roast and Bluewater

Had a fabby dabby weekend even if it did end on a small low!

Saturday went to Roast in Borough Market for dinner! Food was really really good, company was good apart some people were getting on my nerves! Some people really need to chill and go with the flow - aka Christian! Some people need to talk less - aka Adela! Some people need to be less highly strung - aka Sharon! Got free champagne as it was Sharon's bday! Ended up staying at Sharon's as Adela took soooo long to eat as she was talking and not eating! Got pissed off with Adela as she was late to meet me and I was walking up and down London Bridge like some prostitute! At least SP messaged me to keep me amused! He didn't have a great weekend according to all his bbm statues but he is not letting on why!

Went to Bluewater on Sunday - no longer a Bluewater virgin! I know some people aka Donna would say how I could say how could I use the word virgin and me in the same sentence lol. Bought a few bits never went round the whole of it as it is too large and I was knackered - lack of sleep!

The weekend ended on a down because as usually when I put my photos on fb people are straight on the phone moaning take that down, crop that and saying you never look at photos properly and just put them up!

FOR GOD SAKE GET A LIFE SHARON AND STOP MOANING ABOUT HOW FAT YOU ARE IN PHOTOS!

I hate photos of myself too and don't think I am as photogenic as some of my mates! But she has got to stop dictating to me! The photos are a bit of fun and a way of capturing life! I don't pretend to be a photographer - I am a point and shoot girl.

She knew I was miffed! Told her wasn't falling out over them - I blocked them so no one can see them but she has got to stop worrying and chill out because life is too short! Ignored her calls but answered a couple of texts! She then starts on about the events I created on fb for the tea at Berkley Hotel in April. Would have thought she would have thought before commenting! Event was because I use it for the BB diary to pick up plus so mates can see it!

Sharon seriously needs to give me space because she is far too full on! Yes I know she drove me home but she offered, I didn't ask! So don't turn it on me.

Enough about her I have to concentrate on 2nd interview on Wednesday.