Four Months.............where have I been!

I have written on here for 4 months!!!A lifetime...............

What has been happening since the end of April............

Well last post talked about Shingles - had that and it absolutely shattered me!!

May -
Took my dad to Apsley House and Wellington Arch had a great time! We also went elephant hunting all over London!
Took my bros for lunch at the Ritz, we had a fab time.
Went to see Sex and the City 2 with my cousins and had a fab girlie afternoon.....
SP well he was busy busy, going to Spain so I didn't see a lot of him! He also told me he wanted to get a gf and it wasn't me but wanted to continue to fuck me! Well no sign off a gf and it is mid August!

June -
Still busy at work
Still elephant hunting around London and @ the Taste of London food festival
Still fucking SP

July -
Travelling to Halifax for work
Contacted by an ex bf from 1987!! - see photo lata pmsl how trendy did I thonk I was and wore curtains for trousers!!!!
Shopping for Jimmy Choos, Lulu Guiness, Kipling, Tiffany and Prada at my 1st visit to Westfields Shopping Centre @ White City
Getting over England crashing out of the World Cup
Renewed my passport
Weather was scorching.........
Fucking SP - he fucked my arse for the 1st time! Christ did it hurt
Sizzling Summer BBQ with friends

Early August -
Went to see Tap Dogs it was really really good
SP having problems at home......but still no gf and still fucking me!
Booked a holiday to Athens
Weather crap.......rain and more rain

That is the last four months in a nutshell.....

Some of the many photos below..............

Promis to update more reguarly...........

1987 posing!!

Boys and fires!!

Sizzling bbq in July

SATC 2

Jimmy Choo 1

Jimmy Choo 2

Me and the many Elephant photos

Taste of London

Favaourite Nellie - Ziggy

Apsley House

Being a good daughter

Wellington Arch

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Teachers and Shingles

Think I scared SP last week by saying I would miss him when he is in Spain for 3 weeks! He went today and I convinced him that feeling low because of the virus - I have had Shingles been on anti virals for the last week and have had a rash for 2 weeks which is finally crusty and should fade! So it is good that SP is off to Spain for 3 weeks as I am not fit enough to see him. He is sooo lucky as he was in Holland for 5 days with the school just a week or so ago!

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Fashionista twist!

It is the first time I have been out in two weks as I have had Shingles got this hideous rash on the right side of my chest which is slowly fading.

So had lovely time at the Berkeley Hotel for Prêt-à-Portea - the delicacies definately had a fashionista twist! The hotel is very modern and the Caramel Room was beautiful and the tea yummy - we should have asked for more sandwiches.The cakes were very beautiful almost too good to eat but not quite!

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Forgot the Funky Judge!!

How could I forget about the Funky Judge - what I hear you ask???

Mate from work was on Total Wipeout on Saturday an he was being called the Funky Judge by the commentator! He was very good even though he did wimp out in the last game - if he hadn't he could have got to the final! He filmed it last November in Argentina and kept silent about it until last week when he told us that he was on!

Well done Victor you are marvellously fit for a 51 year old!

Bank Holiday blues....

Back to work and I am blue as had a lovely 4 day weekend for Easter! It was a lovely family weekend - I did baking and there was lots of us on Easter Sunday and we had a lovely meal and played on the Wii which I am still crap at but had fun.

SP is off to Holland on Friday but he is being sweet wanting to arrange to meet - circumstances mean we may not meet until May (whole of April without a shag). I don't know if he is messaging because I said I felt like he was blowing me off or he wants to borrow my Office disc for his laptop or he does care and need to see me! Who knows but I am going with the flow and not getting stressed by it and he is off to Spain at next half-term for his leaders course. I am getting attached to him and he didn't say that he was blowing me off so he must care a little???? Or am I just trying to convince myself!

RK is back from South Africa (Fb is wonderful for tracking ppl). I think he has changed his bb has he is not active on bbm so ce la vie his loss!

Need to get work head back on and get in the work zone.

Little Miss Homebaker.........

Been doing some Easter homebaker and made hot cross buns!!! They are yummy scrummy. Going to make some fairy cakes, cheese scones and Easter (Lenten) biscuits tomorrow all for Easter Sunday tea.

So pics below of my little Miss Homebaker efforts for today.

Pics of rest of my efforts! lol

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Arseholes on tubes....

Why are people sooo rude on tubes!

Just now some arsehole of a bloke pushed me out of the way to ensure he got the seat at the end of the row! Well now he has the priority seat hope he is going to give it up when needed - doubt it! Ohhhh hang on here comes someone who wants and NO he doesn't and yes I gave up my seat next to him and have made a lovely snide comment - ohh I do feel better! He was/is such a prat!

Ok that's it just a quick real time update as THE PRAT was winding me up! Hope he has the day from hell lol

Busy busy busy....

Well it has been a busy busy busy week!


Got the job that I went for and so I am trying to do two jobs until a handover is sorted out! I am sooo busy on my existing job - 12 hours at work without the travel is not a good position to be in! At least I will be getting a work bb as I can not continue using the purple princess for work lol. Will be a 2 bb person as the work bb is locked down and I can't use it for personal stuff. On the up side at least I can do my emails on the way to work!

SP is wanting dirty sex with me! How do I feel? - not sure have been fascinated by it but am scared. Not worried about the swallowing when he comes in my mouth more worried about the anal sex - intrigued by it but frightened that is gonna screw my arse up as he is not small! He also wants a 3some - he has never done it so we would be both in the same boat but as I have body issues scared he would just fuck the other person and then leave me. I am convinced he is shagging someone else as well but I knew it wasn't a relationship just sex but now I am feeling more vulnerable. Don't know what to do - don't want to end it but sense he might as it has been 7 months and he does get bored so time for it to be over in his eyes. Will have to see what happens next Monday when we meet.


Suppose to have a few days off at the end of the week but I will end up coming into the office as projects are trying to shoehorn in! At least I am out for a couple of nights as it is Paddy's Day - I have become Irish for a few days lol.


Is life on the up? Not sure as work is going to be tough and I will need to fit SP in and that might just break the non-relationship!


So no sleep for me - until the foreseeable future!

Quick update..........

Interview - got the job start Monday! Been so busy that haven't had time to thing about it. Need tio order the ork Blackberry now!

SP - Loved the dirty sex with me (so did I)! Think he is going to be dragging out my dark and dirty side, can not wait!

That's it - said was gonna be a quick update

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Dear diary....

I have just realised I haven't posted for nearly 2 weeks!

What have I been upto.....

Sharon - made up with her after the interview! Had PMS and was stressing over interview but she was being a wally over the photos! Still haven't put them up because of her.....
Interview - was ok but who knows! Spoke more sold myself I think - said the piece at the end. Other person gets interviewed today so hopefully will know by Friday. Have found out that senior manager is preggers so she either knew she was when she took the job or she had a really good celebration when she got the job ;o)

Love Never Dies - saw it on Friday while it was still in preview! I enjoyed it and I haven't seen Phantom of the Opera! None of the songs are really memorable but the guy playing Phantom was brilliant - very charismatic and he has played Phantom in the Phantom of the Opera. Christine was ok had one brilliant song the title song and her costumes were gorgeous. Technically the show is amazing - the projection and circus simulation! Also the coach and horse were stunning can now understand why they had to cancel our original tickets as they weren't ready technically as the wizardry had to work to make the show visually stunning. Adela got on my nerves a bit as she was late! Also she tried to say couldn't book table for dinner when could! Had a lovely Thai meal instead which I preferred!

Teeth - seriously worried about my teeth! My gums have receded soooo badly I am very scared all my teeth are going to fall out! Have now got an electric toothbrush and have started using Cordosyl in an attempt to slow it down! I even drink through a straw now and eat soft things in small bites! Its mine own fault of being scared of the dentist and not going for 20 years - lol

SP - finally my dalliance! He has been really cool and great with me! Met him Sunday and Monday! Sex with him is fantastic but I need to watch my teeth when blowing him because the broken one keeps catching him and he is gonna get pissed off with me! He has found that if he uses the vibrator or my toy as he calls it while I blow him that sex is so much better after. He does like it rough though have found that he is getting rougher and rougher with me! When he uses the toy on me he is rough and on Monday he hit my G and then just drove me insane by keeping it on there and only eased off me once I sucked him! He does like the domination over me and I am not gonna complain because I do like someone else taking charge in sex! We won't be able to meet for a couple of weeks as both busy.

Ok I think that's all that has happened in the last 10 days that is worth writing about!

So dear diary will write again soon!

Roast and Bluewater

Had a fabby dabby weekend even if it did end on a small low!

Saturday went to Roast in Borough Market for dinner! Food was really really good, company was good apart some people were getting on my nerves! Some people really need to chill and go with the flow - aka Christian! Some people need to talk less - aka Adela! Some people need to be less highly strung - aka Sharon! Got free champagne as it was Sharon's bday! Ended up staying at Sharon's as Adela took soooo long to eat as she was talking and not eating! Got pissed off with Adela as she was late to meet me and I was walking up and down London Bridge like some prostitute! At least SP messaged me to keep me amused! He didn't have a great weekend according to all his bbm statues but he is not letting on why!

Went to Bluewater on Sunday - no longer a Bluewater virgin! I know some people aka Donna would say how I could say how could I use the word virgin and me in the same sentence lol. Bought a few bits never went round the whole of it as it is too large and I was knackered - lack of sleep!

The weekend ended on a down because as usually when I put my photos on fb people are straight on the phone moaning take that down, crop that and saying you never look at photos properly and just put them up!

FOR GOD SAKE GET A LIFE SHARON AND STOP MOANING ABOUT HOW FAT YOU ARE IN PHOTOS!

I hate photos of myself too and don't think I am as photogenic as some of my mates! But she has got to stop dictating to me! The photos are a bit of fun and a way of capturing life! I don't pretend to be a photographer - I am a point and shoot girl.

She knew I was miffed! Told her wasn't falling out over them - I blocked them so no one can see them but she has got to stop worrying and chill out because life is too short! Ignored her calls but answered a couple of texts! She then starts on about the events I created on fb for the tea at Berkley Hotel in April. Would have thought she would have thought before commenting! Event was because I use it for the BB diary to pick up plus so mates can see it!

Sharon seriously needs to give me space because she is far too full on! Yes I know she drove me home but she offered, I didn't ask! So don't turn it on me.

Enough about her I have to concentrate on 2nd interview on Wednesday.

Life....

Why does life always have to be so complicated!

I have a 2nd interview because neither of us shone in the 1st! I wasn't prepared I know that also I am feeling the pressure as the favourite the job is mine to lose not win! I don't know what they want from me in the interview also I am not sure if I want it anymore - I don't have the hunger for it anymore the company has worn me down and I am feeling tired by it all!

I am rebelling but I know I will conform, I just need to get my head in the right place!

Looking forward to Saturday and dinner at Roast!

Culture and Cocktails

Had a fabby dabby time with the girls yesterday!

We were very cultured and went to the British Museum! That place is huge and absolutely stunning especially the reading room. It is so large that we only went to the Egyptian section saw the mummys and the Rossetta Stone very cultured! Managed to get a couple of good pics but the place was teeming with tourists shouldn't complain as they are improving the UK economy by being here!

After the culture did the cocktails! They were delicious you can not bet a good espresso martini in fact can't bet several - lol. Had a lovely dinner at Christopher's as well.

We were like loonies yesterday and I told a few of my secrets! The ones you already know! Tried to get into the Topshop London Fashion Week show but that didn't work! Saw no celebs either :o(

Top the evening went to the flicks and saw Valentines Day - it was ok it wasn't great and corney but a nice movie. Woah listen to me film critic now rather be a cocktail critic.

To finish the weekend get to see SP which is a bonus! He can't make next weekend but I get his cock this weekend instead :o)))))

Needing VODKA....

Oh what a shit week it has been! Work is just crap it is a juggernaut that just keeps going and is out of control! Hell it is going to be like this for the next 2 years and wonder how many of the staff will just be mowed down by the speeding truck!

At least it is the weekend tomorrow! Off out with the cousins for dinner and a few cocktails! Can't wait can sooo do a few cocktails let me think what shall have - martini, moijto, cosmopolitan or bellini! I know will just have the lot ;o)

Short and sweet today and busy couple of weeks will try and keep you updated but hey when a girl has to party she just has to party!

Definitely over RK! He isn't gonna chat again so his loss totally over the urge to ping him. Lol ;o)

That's it for now must go and start thinking about cocktails!

Playa.....

Am I turning into the female version of a male playa? Is that so bad?

I am acting with no emotion with SP and having sex because I like it! I am starting to call the shots by making the 1st play/ booty call on him! But isn't that what men do women and is it so bad that I am doing it.

After all as it was said yesterday it is healthy and fun! Why can't a women just enjoy sex for sex? We are both single and enjoying it and not hurting any one else! We don't break the law we just have fantastic sex. I am not fucking anyone else as well as SP so I suppose I am being faithful and not lost my female emotions totally. Is he shagging others as well to be honest I don't know - do I want to know? No - because it would mean that I have put my heart into this and it is not relationship where I get the hearts and flowers and his time I just get sex.

This is the kind of relationship I need right now - I have given up on finding the new love of my love! Insecurities showing again - my weight! I am too old and have my life mapped out.

Decisions....

Well interview has been done and still waiting to hear whether I have got the job! So much for them making a quick decision ;o)

RK is being a prat and thinks I don't know what he is doing on fb but hey I know there is nothing there and the stalking is for my amusement only!

SP well have a plan so I get to spend the day with him and guess what we will be doing yup you guessed it will spend the day shagging! Let's hope my plan works out ;o)

That's it for now as I am late for work because I was too busy stalkin RK this morning! LOL

Oh and I had a crap Valentine's Day! No cards, chocolates, champagne or flowers! Did I expect any uhhh NOOOOO pmsl!

Just one word............

SEX

Yup I am gonna get it tomorrow and I can't wait!!!!
SP is free and I am gonna get shagged hard and several times and I can not wait!!!!

ROLL ON TOMORROW

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Times change

Hmmm ok a couple of things to write about!

Love life - RK don't think is gonna turn into anything! Its a shame as I do like him but getting not interested vibes maybe I am just to strong minded for him he is after all 10 years younger! Keep getting the busy signal and not sure about drink so just going to leave it NO bbming until he does and just friends. He will have to give some definite signals in the future but I sense may not get another bbm from him again. I know he is going to Edinburgh next week as I said before I have done what I usually do run head first into something and commit too early - lack of confidence in body appearance! As for SP he has been very sweet and given me pep talks for tomorrow even though he was a bit of an arse on Saturday hopefully will meet on Wednesday but may have work issues because of his promotion - can't knock it for commitment. Hopefully will meet next week as RK out of picture!

Job - interview tomorrow - am I prepared probably not but I am seat of my pants girl! Will know on Friday so fingers crossed.

BBM - made a couple of new mates at the weekend, I know it was kickback by me for RK blow off! These are not serious relationships just chatting - any hint of rudeness and will delete them and know one will be told where I live etc!

That's it for now folks tune in again for some more ramblings by a1girl!!! LOL ;o)

Lost cause....

RK not responding so need to give it up as a lost cause! He was just a big flirt without the balls to follow through - his loss. Got to be strong and no bbming him and wait for him! Stupidity I gave in yesterday and got busy will ping lata and then he is on fb so really busy! I know he is on duty tonight so no bbm so see what happens tomorrow! Pissed off yes I am cos I do like him and if he pings I will respond (more fool me)! Just need him to take me on that drink and see if there is something there! I know I am being illogical as I know his job is demanding and that rugby be stuff starts at weekend so he would be busy but he only needs to find a few hours for a quick drink! ;o)

Gonna keep smiling and have a little patience!

Done it again....

Why do I always fall head first into things??

RK didn't chat yesterday and guess what pinged him and he said sleeping! Think being fobbed off! Need to give it up as a bad job! Yup do like him but obviously he has had a change of mind cos I sense he does not want to talk to me.

It was gonna be difficult juggling the two but to be honest SP is just sex and I know no future in that and a part of me was hoping that RK would be something more! Hey what is is so no pinging unless he messages first!

Waiting.....

Waiting for two things this week with one being easier than the other to deal with!

1. Interview - have it next Tuesday for the job I applied for. Need to practice which means learning the bullshit I put on the application! Not sure that I want the job anymore but hey will see what happens. That's the easy waiting ;o)

2. RK to invite me for a drink - I am having to resist the urge to ping him! I have everyday last week so this week no pinging only going to respond when he bbm's me!! This is gonna be sooo hard basically fancy the pants of him and have made it plain enough that I will say yes if he asks me out. He keeps saying he still wants to take more for the drink but that could just be a ploy! I am gonna have to play hard to get! It works with SP as he has been messaging me all week as I have been very quiet and not messaging him! Too busy trying to get RK hooked lol! SP soooo wanted me to say I needed a shag but I wasn't gonna do it! We would have met this week but period has arrived! He is busy next week - funny that! He days will have to be week after half-term which means if RK ever asks me out I am gonna have to juggle! That's what u get for supporting the education system.

Anyway that's It for now off to continue waiting.................

Number Two.....

What do we say.....

I like him but just not sure of the ground rules? At least SP was up front and honest about what our relationship! This one I can't get the sense of it....don't know if he is just a flirt and doesn't want meet or whether he is genuinely just busy! But I need to meet him to get a feel for what he wants from me. One minute he talks all sexy and wants me to send pictures and then he backs off! There is a name for a woman who does that! lol!

Hmm I sense sometimes he is looking for a bf/gf relationship and others I don't Without having met him my heart is starting to get involved where with SP my heart can not and will not be involved.

So come on RK sort that meeting for a drink! ;o)

Doubts!

I am doing my usual of doubting my behaviour! I am over thinking my actions from the weekend and doubting whether RK is really interested. What am I basing this all on? The fact that he didn't chat yesterday - I need to relax the man said he was busy and would ping me just because he didn't do it yesterday doesn't mean a thing! I know his job is demanding and probably couldn't yesterday. So I have got stop my tendency to keep checking up on him and let him contact me! He is gonna think I am a mad woman!

Motto of today is chill no getting worked up cos RK not contacting it will happen :o)

Reconnecting?

Ok I should have written about this yesterday but preoccupied with RK flirting!

Families are lovely but sometimes I wonder why me!! Have a cousin who I don't see that often you know at deaths and marriages only! Anyway we didn't get on that well when we were younger but as we grew up our similarities became our bound - our lives mirrored each other! Lose of mother at a similar age having a step father and brothers - it was uncanning. Anyway she rang me yesterday as it is her dad's 70th birthday party at the weekend and she is actually going to come and I then spent the day counselling her about different family things!

Why me I ask? I am turning into the hub of the family as most of them turn to me about each other and tell me their secrets (I have enough of my own with SP and RK).

Reconnecting it is time for people to do it! Families allow you to leave and return when you are ready to as they should always be there for you. Anyway the endths today's sermon - lol!

Playing with fire.....

As I write this watching 24! Jack/Kiefer is very hot!

Back to the title of the blog......playing with fire!

YES I AM - accepted a pin request and fb request from a random guy before Christmas as he looked cute and was fit cos his photos showed him really into his sports. He pinged me a couple of times over Christmas but I ignored him as I was busy anyway he pings me yesterday and I decided to say hi back as SP was blowing coldish! Anyway need another code name now - RK is suitable! So chatted away to RK who was on a stag do and it was cool and fun he was flirty and eager. He bbms again today and we chat for ages the usual flirting! He wants to kiss and cuddle with me and thinks I am sexy and fit! Wondering who's pics he was looking at on fb! Keeps wanting to take me for a drink and to his flat! I am probably going to say yes as he does live nearer than SP and have his own flat!

Does that make me a slut? Two men at the same time! Well not together as in a threesome but shagging them on different nights without telling them about each other. Neither of them want a relationship and are just out for fun so who is it hurting. Do I feel a bit guilty about SP yes but not cheating on him and he has always said to me if I am shagging some one else other than him that it was cool! Haven't told RK about SP what is there to tell - we are not dating just shagging each other when we need a fuck! The most SP has bought me is a coffee! At least RK is going to take me for drinks and give me champers at his flat! Oh yeah RK also wants to give me massages and share bubble baths with candles lol! Basically wait on me hand and foot and do anything to please me. Also cook for me - the man is either desperate or crap in bed will have to find out!

I am feeling good about myself 2 men who think I am sexy despite my weight! Well I am not a model and both of them younger than me 33 and 31! Maybe life will be rosy just for a while!

Everything is purple today in the purple world! Lol

Over thinking....

Hmmm feeling very philosophical!! Why? Because I am worrying whether I have done the right thing by applying for that new job!!! I have been listening to too many people who are freaking me out! I don't know if I really want it anymore it is starting to sound all too scary and my 'safety blankets' will all have left the company.

Why do I want the job I ask myself -
1. My grade I need to be seen to want more
2. Fretting when new grading structure introduced that I will be down graded
3. Need to be in the know

Why not take the job -
1. Would be happier doing what I am currently
2. Appraisals will be cut-throat
3. Further promotion this is a stepping stone to the next grade

This is all bit too deep for a Wednesday morning on the tube - which is working surprising well. But hey that is me over thinking everything, I need to relax and go with the flow!! ;o) That would be a big personality shift!

Also feeling bit low as SP not bbmed after yesterday so after some reassurance from him! Which I won't get but I knew that before I started the 'non-relationship' and I know he is busy this week!

But hey ho enough for now off to work I go in these changing times which I knew where coming but now are here I am freaking....

No more maths....

Super duper SP has finally passed the maths part of his training! Thank God cos the failing was turning him into very dull boy indeed!!! LOL I knew he would pass today as he was relaxed basically he had decided he was going to quit the AST upgrade on Thursday (his birthday after failing again) so did very little revision over the weekend as he was told on Friday to take the test one last time today and low and behold he passes!!!! Wohoo and a woop woop

So after nearly three months of grumpy, whingey and non chatty SP I finally get the person I like back! Oh and yes I have just been shagged (several times) to an inch of my life and long may it continue as he won't have to revise and can meet me! He banged me hard and think they could hear my screams across London! ;o) his dick was on fire! He had it hitting all the right spots especially from behind when he slammed it into me and pulled it out so he was tickling my clit and christ he kept doing that until I was screaming and dripping wet and then he starts adding the twist as he slamming me! I was well and truly fucked by him, he made me come hard (so did he)! Well he did get (even if I say it myself) some rather spectacular blow jobs.

Absolutely loving this friends with benefits or 'non relationship' ;o)))) (that is a really big big grin as I can't keep it off my face). Well so would you if you had been shagged like I have (especially as it has been 5 1/2 weeks since he banged me last! stupid maths revision)

Ok so nice and fit SP is back and can bbm chat as well!!

That's it for now....

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Blue Moon!

A Blue Moon is a 13th full moon occurring within a given year.
As it turns out, December 31st was the first time in 19 years that we experienced a Blue Moon on New Year’s Eve.
Blue and grey hues surround a full moon.

Yep I saw it but forgot to take a photo.............duh.

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Feelin my inner witch...........

Feeling my inner emotions hence my inner witchiness so just a bit of channeling by words and pictures!

Pagan Celebrations...........

Please correct me if I'm wrong -


1st Feb - Imbolc – start of spring
20th March - Ostara – Spring Equinox, finally more daylight than night
1st May - Beltane – May Day – start of summer
21st June - Litha – Summer Solstice – Midsummer
1st August - Lughnasadh – Lammas – start of harvest
23rd September - Mabon – Autumn Eqinox
1st November - Samhain – Harvest's end
21st December - Yule – Winter Solistice - Midwinter

 
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Good Day

Short and sweet today...........

SP has been in a chatty mood been bbming most of the day!! yay

It's his birthday next week but can't meet - boo hoo

But I have made it clear I am in need of a shag and so is he - so hopefuly will be able to sort something out!! - finally getting desperate

Another reason why I want the snow to go so I can make firm travel plans to meet!

Also have finalised my job application and CV - it looks good even if I say so myself but hey I need to sell myself!

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Snow.......................

Yes I know kids love it but I hate it............................

SNOW

Makes life just too difficult
I can fall over - I know I do that anyway but the chances are higher
I can't get to work - yes I can work from home but everything is just soooo slow
I can't see SP (new code for 'non-relationship') cos in desperate need haven't had a shag since 10th Dec and need one NOW

so here are some pics from today of it looking pretty................................

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Shooting for the stars............ok may be just the sky to start

15091 days old and have managed to achieve 1 of my resolutions and started to work on another!!!

Day 5 of 2010..............

 - blog has been set up and as it is all new and shiney still blogged 2 days in a row
 - I have started to shoot for the stars by applying for a team leader role within the same company. It is a step in getting hold of my career

Let's have a woop woop and a wohoo for me!

Short and sweet today as need to be working on my CV and job application

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Two posts in one day - 2010 Resolutions

Ok I know it is 4 days into twenty ten not two thousand and ten but goodbye noughties and hello teenies here are my resolutions for 2010.

1. Start keeping a diary of my musings again - need a faceless outlet for all those thoughts, ideas and words I have spinning in my head and 'purple' world
2. Facebook more - no I haven't gone mad but I need to keep in better contact with old friends and Fb is the only way
3. Tweet more - so I can find inspiration from others
4. Linkedin more - need to grow my career connections
5. Take more photos - I don't claim to be a photographer and just use a basic Samsung digital camera but I want a better pictorial record of my life
6. Take hold of my career - there are job opportunties out there that I need to explore and aim for. I need to start shooting for the stars
7. Be more honest with my self and others about my 'non relationship' - I know a small part of me is not being totally honest about how I truly feel about 'my friend with benefits'
8. Actually learn how to and use my Blackberry to it's full potential - there is sooo much more I can do with my 'purpleberry' apart from bbming
9. Visit as many of these cities as I can in 2010 - Athens, NYC, Hong Kong and Sydney
10. Loosen up - I need to be less serious when playin' sometimes just need to be more relaxed and less stressed/ocd about things
11. Shop less - I need to do some serious saving this year and the only way I will achieve this is if I shop less
12. Try different Sport & Social events than I usually do - need to expand my cultural activites beyond musicals, ballet and opera

So here's to me achieving all of the above this year!

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15090 days old!!!!!

OK this is the 1st time I have written a blog so here goes……………

Why? - because as 1 of my New Years Resolutions I have decided to keep a diary again I did keep one in my ‘youth’ for a few years so in the age of technology where else do you keep a diary but online hence a1girl44 Musings has been created!

Who is it for? - moi. These posts are my ramblings and thoughts. I will only post when the mood takes me so don't expect a daily agenda of my life. You can read and comment if you want but please be constructive and not rude. This blog is for ME AND NOT YOU.

Who am I? - as the title says I am 15090 days old (you work it out)! Female who lives in Hertfordshire and works in London. What do I do you ask? I am an IT professional that works for a FTSE100 company. The work is not exciting or glamorous but I enjoy it. I am single as my long time partner/husband died 2 years ago of cancer. Yes it was a difficult time and as the cliché says life goes on and this partly why I started writing my musings in a blog. Am I happy now - yes I am as I have dealt and come to terms with losing him - he was the 'love' of my life. I am in a good place now. Am I looking for another relationship? In short NO but never say never! Whoever was my next long term relationship would have to deal with my madness and weird ways. Yes I have 'needs' so I have a 'non-relationship' or 'friend with benefits' that sort those out  - but more musings on that in future posts.

Future? - who knows what that brings but I hope to post about some of the following
Shopping - my passion I am a woman enough said! It is my vice (along with smoking).

NYC - my dream location. If I could live and work anywhere else in world it would have to be in Manhattan.

Music - my soundtrack to life! I am a child of the '70's, a teen of the '80's and a worker of the '90's hence my musical taste explained.
Non-Relationship - my guily secret and pleasure! This is a new experience and so out of character for me having a 'friend with benefits' and I need somewhere faceless to voice my thoughts and feelings.
Purple - my signature colour. I am known as the 'purple princess'

The above is only a snippet of who and what makes me tick! More will be revealed as the more I post!

If someone other than me is reading this then I hope you enjoyed it and gonna read it in the future and please leave constructive comments. If no-one else is reading this then ce la vie! As I wrote earlier I am blogging for me and no one else.

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