Four Months.............where have I been!

I have written on here for 4 months!!!A lifetime...............

What has been happening since the end of April............

Well last post talked about Shingles - had that and it absolutely shattered me!!

May -
Took my dad to Apsley House and Wellington Arch had a great time! We also went elephant hunting all over London!
Took my bros for lunch at the Ritz, we had a fab time.
Went to see Sex and the City 2 with my cousins and had a fab girlie afternoon.....
SP well he was busy busy, going to Spain so I didn't see a lot of him! He also told me he wanted to get a gf and it wasn't me but wanted to continue to fuck me! Well no sign off a gf and it is mid August!

June -
Still busy at work
Still elephant hunting around London and @ the Taste of London food festival
Still fucking SP

July -
Travelling to Halifax for work
Contacted by an ex bf from 1987!! - see photo lata pmsl how trendy did I thonk I was and wore curtains for trousers!!!!
Shopping for Jimmy Choos, Lulu Guiness, Kipling, Tiffany and Prada at my 1st visit to Westfields Shopping Centre @ White City
Getting over England crashing out of the World Cup
Renewed my passport
Weather was scorching.........
Fucking SP - he fucked my arse for the 1st time! Christ did it hurt
Sizzling Summer BBQ with friends

Early August -
Went to see Tap Dogs it was really really good
SP having problems at home......but still no gf and still fucking me!
Booked a holiday to Athens
Weather crap.......rain and more rain

That is the last four months in a nutshell.....

Some of the many photos below..............

Promis to update more reguarly...........

1987 posing!!

Boys and fires!!

Sizzling bbq in July

SATC 2

Jimmy Choo 1

Jimmy Choo 2

Me and the many Elephant photos

Taste of London

Favaourite Nellie - Ziggy

Apsley House

Being a good daughter

Wellington Arch

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Teachers and Shingles

Think I scared SP last week by saying I would miss him when he is in Spain for 3 weeks! He went today and I convinced him that feeling low because of the virus - I have had Shingles been on anti virals for the last week and have had a rash for 2 weeks which is finally crusty and should fade! So it is good that SP is off to Spain for 3 weeks as I am not fit enough to see him. He is sooo lucky as he was in Holland for 5 days with the school just a week or so ago!

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Fashionista twist!

It is the first time I have been out in two weks as I have had Shingles got this hideous rash on the right side of my chest which is slowly fading.

So had lovely time at the Berkeley Hotel for Prêt-à-Portea - the delicacies definately had a fashionista twist! The hotel is very modern and the Caramel Room was beautiful and the tea yummy - we should have asked for more sandwiches.The cakes were very beautiful almost too good to eat but not quite!

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Forgot the Funky Judge!!

How could I forget about the Funky Judge - what I hear you ask???

Mate from work was on Total Wipeout on Saturday an he was being called the Funky Judge by the commentator! He was very good even though he did wimp out in the last game - if he hadn't he could have got to the final! He filmed it last November in Argentina and kept silent about it until last week when he told us that he was on!

Well done Victor you are marvellously fit for a 51 year old!

Bank Holiday blues....

Back to work and I am blue as had a lovely 4 day weekend for Easter! It was a lovely family weekend - I did baking and there was lots of us on Easter Sunday and we had a lovely meal and played on the Wii which I am still crap at but had fun.

SP is off to Holland on Friday but he is being sweet wanting to arrange to meet - circumstances mean we may not meet until May (whole of April without a shag). I don't know if he is messaging because I said I felt like he was blowing me off or he wants to borrow my Office disc for his laptop or he does care and need to see me! Who knows but I am going with the flow and not getting stressed by it and he is off to Spain at next half-term for his leaders course. I am getting attached to him and he didn't say that he was blowing me off so he must care a little???? Or am I just trying to convince myself!

RK is back from South Africa (Fb is wonderful for tracking ppl). I think he has changed his bb has he is not active on bbm so ce la vie his loss!

Need to get work head back on and get in the work zone.

Little Miss Homebaker.........

Been doing some Easter homebaker and made hot cross buns!!! They are yummy scrummy. Going to make some fairy cakes, cheese scones and Easter (Lenten) biscuits tomorrow all for Easter Sunday tea.

So pics below of my little Miss Homebaker efforts for today.

Pics of rest of my efforts! lol

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Arseholes on tubes....

Why are people sooo rude on tubes!

Just now some arsehole of a bloke pushed me out of the way to ensure he got the seat at the end of the row! Well now he has the priority seat hope he is going to give it up when needed - doubt it! Ohhhh hang on here comes someone who wants and NO he doesn't and yes I gave up my seat next to him and have made a lovely snide comment - ohh I do feel better! He was/is such a prat!

Ok that's it just a quick real time update as THE PRAT was winding me up! Hope he has the day from hell lol

Busy busy busy....

Well it has been a busy busy busy week!


Got the job that I went for and so I am trying to do two jobs until a handover is sorted out! I am sooo busy on my existing job - 12 hours at work without the travel is not a good position to be in! At least I will be getting a work bb as I can not continue using the purple princess for work lol. Will be a 2 bb person as the work bb is locked down and I can't use it for personal stuff. On the up side at least I can do my emails on the way to work!

SP is wanting dirty sex with me! How do I feel? - not sure have been fascinated by it but am scared. Not worried about the swallowing when he comes in my mouth more worried about the anal sex - intrigued by it but frightened that is gonna screw my arse up as he is not small! He also wants a 3some - he has never done it so we would be both in the same boat but as I have body issues scared he would just fuck the other person and then leave me. I am convinced he is shagging someone else as well but I knew it wasn't a relationship just sex but now I am feeling more vulnerable. Don't know what to do - don't want to end it but sense he might as it has been 7 months and he does get bored so time for it to be over in his eyes. Will have to see what happens next Monday when we meet.


Suppose to have a few days off at the end of the week but I will end up coming into the office as projects are trying to shoehorn in! At least I am out for a couple of nights as it is Paddy's Day - I have become Irish for a few days lol.


Is life on the up? Not sure as work is going to be tough and I will need to fit SP in and that might just break the non-relationship!


So no sleep for me - until the foreseeable future!